Nick Gordon is begging Bobby Brown to allow him to be there and mourn Bobbi Kristina at her funeral.

Nick Gordon had sent an email to the 46-year-old R&B singer which read, “I loved Krissi with all my heart and I am destroyed that she is gone and I need to say goodbye,” TMZ.com reported.

The baseball player, who is under investigation for Whitney Houston daughter’s case, also included Pat Houston in his email, which further begged them both to put differences aside for one day and give him the chance claiming that the 22-year-old Bobbi Kristina had loved him and would have wanted him there.