Atal Bihari Vajpayee\u2019s poem \u201cPehchan\u201d has lines that might act as an epigraph to one of the most endearing, yet politically enigmatic lives in Indian politics. \u201cChote mann se koi bada nahin hota; toote mann se koi khada nahin hota\u2026 mann haar karr maidan nahin jeete jaate; na maidan jeetne se mann hi jeete jaate hain\u2026 manushya ki pehchan; uske dhan ya aasan se nahin hoti; uske mann se hoti hai; mann ki fakiri parr; kuber ki sampada bhi roti hai.\u201d \u201cA small heart can never make one big; a broken heart can never make one stand\u2026 no battle is won by losing a heart; but no heart is won by victory in a battlefield\u2026 the recognition of man; is not his wealth or station; it is heart; for the possession-less spontaneity of the heart; even the gods of wealth cry.\u201d \u201cFakiri\u201d\u2014that almost untranslatable word, captures the essence of Vajpayee and the paradox of his career. Fakiri does not mean renunciation, as much as it means total spontaneity in enjoyment of the moment, without any instrumental concern for the future. Vajpayee, the man, had this singular quality of someone who enjoyed existence, the marvel called human nature, the warmth of human relationships, in their fullness without regard to strategic considerations. He achieved lightness of being, of a person not weighed down by malice or resentment, by antipathies or animosity, or a desire to control. He achieved bipartisan acclaim, generated immense personal affection, elicited trust because he exuded an air of true fakiri: he always gave the impression he was in for the enjoyment, not the success. But this fakiri made him a paradoxical figure. The personal spontaneity was matched by a steadfast political allegiance, to the RSS, and a right of centre politics that never wavered in his entire career. He was faithful to their thought, if not their culture. He was a poet of great inwardness who could be as rousing a rabble-rouser as any. He was an orator of the first order, who gave us the finest moments of modern Indian political history. He could hold audiences spellbound. But he managed to make sure that the line between being mesmerising and being a demagogue was not crossed. He was an immensely popular figure, but not one who could mobilise electoral victories. His rise to the position of the Prime Minister is held to be in a typical Vajpayee vein, both accidental and necessary at the same time. It was accidental, in that in a supreme act of evasion, he managed to stay away from the deed of the demolition of Babri Masjid, even as he stewarded the ideological forces necessary for it. But his being Prime Minister was being necessary in the sense that he represented the last phase of Hindu nationalist politics, where Hindu nationalism would have to accommodate India\u2019s natural centre rather than remould it. It was the last phase in which Hindu nationalism at least needed a gesture of conciliation. And, in a final, and profound historical paradox: He was the political figure who, while being the moderate, almost inviting face of Hindu nationalism, could not prevent its further descent into a permanent coarseness. As Prime Minister, he failed to draw a clear line around tolerating heinous violence in Gujarat. His invocation of raj dharma was tepid. If he had benefited from one evasion\u2014on Babri Masjid\u2014his reputation suffered because of another evasion: Gujarat. Indian politics has never been the same since. The somewhat sleepy detached, poetic air of the persona should not detract from his importance as Prime Minister. He fundamentally changed India\u2019s orientation to the world. India\u2019s conducting nuclear tests in 1998 was a new strategic watershed that redefined India\u2019s place in the world. Its psychological effects were probably even more palpable than its political ones. Equally sharp was his instinct that sending Indian troops to Iraq, as almost everyone around him was urging to do so, would be both a geo-strategic and humanitarian folly. As he said about war, \u201cEveryone knows how to begin one, no one knows how to end one,\u201d\u2014as realist and poignant a piece of wisdom you can get. Even in economics there was the curious mix of detachment and achievement. Brajesh Mishra, his trusted lieutenant, once joked that Vajpayee\u2019s usual question to him was, \u201cPanditji, jail to nahin bhejoge?\u201d But behind this fakir-like trust and delegation, lay the decisive nature of his interventions: He set new benchmarks on what was possible in infrastructure; he made it acceptable to think about disinvestment; the use of FRBM laid the foundations of macroeconomic responsibility; and for the first time India got glimpses of what 8% could begin to look like. It came too late in his tenure, did too little for farmers, and his own party began to arrogantly believe in its own invincibility. His defeat was a shock, but the NDA 1 did leave solid foundations for the UPA 1 to build on. But he did do what successful Prime Ministers do: Immeasurably raise the expectations for what a country can achieve. In a sense, the largeness of his persona was also his response to intractable issues like Pakistan and Kashmir, almost as if his persona would overcome the deep structural contradictions of the situation, and not least the resistance of his own party. His generosity on these matters gave an opening, but he simply did not have the institutional wherewithal to follow through an enduring solution. Where did he actually stand on India\u2019s pluralism? Was his largeness and cultivated ambiguity a cloak as his critics alleged? It is reported that Mrs Gandhi once asked him, whether Golwalkar, on whom he had written an essay, had any place for Muslims in India? She alleged that Golwalkar and his followers did not. Vajpayee is reported to have replied in explication, this is false; they do, \u201cprovided they join the mainstream\u201d. The entire ambiguity of his ideology rests on what it means to join the mainstream. But Vajpayee\u2019s supreme political achievement is a persona that far transcended his own contradictions, ambiguities and evasions. If Advani had to borrow a phrase of Bentham\u2019s \u201cthe completeness of limited men\u201d, Vajpayee had the expansiveness of an open persona. He was a living testament to the fact that liberality of temperament, detachment, love of life and relationships, have even the power to transcend the limitations of the ideologies that trap us. In the war between Vajpayee\u2019s persona and his ideology, he let an evil or two pass to preserve his partisan allegiances. But when his persona won, the result was spectacularly glorious and charming. Despite the company he kept, he knew a fundamental truth: A nation is only as big as its heart.